Wednesday, February 22, 2006
how i wish everyday blogging will b about something gd. something take makes me smile. yeahh, guess i'll wait 4 that day. maybe 2moro, maybe a yr later. i can't predict cos my life is up n down. sometimes it's so hard 4 me 2 smile 4 a few days. yet i still smile. cos that's the only way 2 fake it through. well, what can i do then?! i got more than enough things 2 feel down about.
just like 2day.. a day i feel like collasping once again. the day i nearly burst in2 tears when i heard it. when i saw it. n when i feel it, my tears nearly roll down. but dun worry, i'm strong enough 2 carry on. yes, i'm upset, i'm paranoid, i'm frustrated. but who can really feel what i'm going through?! well, maybe her. or rather marc?! shir?! they still can't b the 1 who feel exactly how i feel right. but i dun mind lahh. just that.. haii. should i say or not. okie, wait. what m i trying 2 express here?! or rather, this kinda sadness cannot b express. i can feel the load hanging on my heart. n i'm being dragged down by the load. n load can never b unload. till some1 realise.. orhh yahh, what m i saying again..
i got my reason of not going actually. being a hamburger again?! bleahh.
HAPPY BDAY TING. STAY COOL N SMILE ALWAYS. =)
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