Thursday, January 12, 2006
haii. things had been badd nowadays. i dunno, i dunno lahh. these few days i was seriously tired. sleep early around 12 plus nowadays. yesterday went town 2 buy new yr stuffs. an unique skirt i bought n mickey shoes. hee. soo cutee horr?? with shirt n my 100 bucks' gone. 2day was a tiring day as usual, falling asleep in class but i controlling myself. wahh, so dead. remedial cancelled, went band. 4 the short rehersal they having. soo SHORT!! lol. then everything was FINE in the band room. must check whether i got blue black not. got hit by SOME1 everywhere lahh. lol. soo funny. yeahh yeahh, weiting is feeling better, i'm soo glad. =) she can!! she can!! =D
back home, mum told me she had cancelled my line n it will b cut off in few days time. well, i act as if i dun care. actually i dun. but after that, i gave a 2nd thought, how m i suppose 2 contact her?? i need some personal life lahh. can't b always chatting using my home phone right?? i dunno lahh. so devasted now. dunno. i want 2 contact her like how i used 2 everytime but i can't anymore. i dun even have the money 4 meals, then how m i suppose 2 buy my prepaid. i still need 2 return my debts 1st. haii. i dunno lahh. life is really UNFAIR!! n seriously unfair. what did i do 2 have all these sufferings these few days?? if this gonna continues, i dunno how 2 carry on. HELLO!! i'm paying my own bill lehh, so why can't i have the line?? dunno lahh. soo stupid lahh!! I'M PAYING MY OWN BILL!! let me repeat it again. i dun understand lahh. my bro's bill is pay by my mum lorr. n he uses more than me. i use allowance 2 pay everything. so what's wrong?? i use my mobile 2 contact n ask work n band stuffs. cannot arr?? smsing wrong arr?? whatever lahh!! soo.. haiya.. okie i'm sad. =( =( =( =( =( =(
hope marcus can find back his stuffs soon!! smile marcus!! =)
will certainly miss HER.. haiiya.. =(
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