Saturday, January 07, 2006
2006 is a new start?? bleahh. WRONG!! it's worst ever. 1st day of sch, got band, mum was screaming like hell, said i go out 2 shop. well, i DUN LIE. n she simply dun trust me anymore. like 2day, what's going on. i dunno. she just hates me. n i hate the way i'm going on. i dun wanna stay at this kinda environment anymore. 4 2day, i got stressful enough, just wanna stay at mac longer cos i can find my freedom there. once i reached home, she started screaming all that. my phone was low batt n she said i purposely off the phone. i hate 2 lie, seriously. cos i know lies often will b discover sooner of later. i simply dun understand why mum dun understand me. n no 1 in the house do. generation gap?? the rod hitted U, how U feel?? sometimes, people say i'm kinda autistic. that's always reasons bhind something. well, i dunno what's going on n had been smsing HER 2 tell HER everything of cos. thanks 4 her care 2. maybe only SHE can understands.
LOVE HER!! =p really feel better after telling her. believe i'm not ALONE. =) got HER n lots more caring 1. thanks guys. yes, i'm stress, i'm under lots of preassure, but i wun fail 2 listen 2 others still. hehe. sound weird yeahh. whatever it is, i simply dun care nowadays. i just do what's right 4 me n carry on. cos people dun understand. they just wanna let me DIE?! well, if that's only the case that they'll smile?! haii. pls, let me b 4getful this time round. bleahh. ='(
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