Thursday, June 09, 2005
let me wish yun a very happy bday 1st. hehes. hope she's happy always.
ermm, thursday, no band prac. feel soo empty whenever there's no band prac. like dunno what should i do 2 kill my time. maybe always go band bahh. hahas!!
2day isn't a very gd day. actually should let me rest n relax de. who knows.. i'm not feeling well. soo dead now. rest also cannot rest well lorr.. hahas!!
ermm, i'm still worried 4 my sect. seriously. i dunno what can i do 2 improve them. if they dun wish 2 play well, no matter how i teach n scold also useless what. i dun really scold till tues. i actually shouted at them. i can't believe it myself 2. but i'm really upset n frustrated that day. dun even wish 2 eat anything 4 lunch. but thx 4 those who concern n actually bought lunch 4 me. really dun feel like eating. was damn worry 4 the whole sect. lorr. sakinah actually cried. she dunno what 2 do 2 improve her sound n i dunno what's wrong. i taught her what i know but it's still the same. but can c her hard work. nic was still playing n fooling around. who can b the real SL i still cannot decide. really hope nic can grow up by then. really wish my sect. can play on their own without other people teaching. my sec 1s r not interested i guess.. only a few. nahh, dun wish 2 name out. hope they will understand bahh.. look, it's fast, they will soon bcome seniors. when will my sect. think?? when will they put in their heart 2 try hard n play well?? when will they put in effort in playing rather than fooling around?? when?? i'm waiting.. i dun mind waiting.. but pls let me know if U guys r ready 2 play well n perform. when can we b as loud n nice like last time?? i'm still waiting......... =_(
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