Monday, June 20, 2005
when it's gone, it's gone. just accept the fact n move on. no point fighting back. no point fighting back things that cannot carry on. i din say a word, not cos i'm waiting 4 this 2 happened long ago, cos i respect the decision that U made. dun wanna force. if this can make U happier n relief, so why not?? i'm alright.
wahh.. cannot make it lahh.. i feel soo weak this few weeks. where's the old xiaojun?? hahahs!! used 2 b die die wun die.. hahas!! what m i saying.. ermm, just feel weak. dun feel like eating all the time. c food.. then food lorr.. no big deal.. hahas!! often being force then eat some de. so broke also cos of my bill.. every month explode!! hahahs. soo deadd!! last time, used 2 stay away from those medicine. now?? medicine is always with me.. always put inside my bag 1.. hahahs!! soo bai chi right?? now stomachache.. eat that damn spicy soup.. yahh~ i'm stubborn.. hahahas!! whatever lahh.. it's so tiring, i woke up at 11 plus 2day n was soo tired, sleeping anywhere i go. half day 2moro, yeahhh!! so i can sleep.. wed got remedial. 2day was having a headache n feel like vomiting man. gosh!!
anyway, all my juniors rocks!! hahahs. hope my sect. wun get scold anymore. i wanna train them, i will!! make sure we become the best section once again!! =)
9:58:00 PM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
let me wish yun a very happy bday 1st. hehes. hope she's happy always.
ermm, thursday, no band prac. feel soo empty whenever there's no band prac. like dunno what should i do 2 kill my time. maybe always go band bahh. hahas!!
2day isn't a very gd day. actually should let me rest n relax de. who knows.. i'm not feeling well. soo dead now. rest also cannot rest well lorr.. hahas!!
ermm, i'm still worried 4 my sect. seriously. i dunno what can i do 2 improve them. if they dun wish 2 play well, no matter how i teach n scold also useless what. i dun really scold till tues. i actually shouted at them. i can't believe it myself 2. but i'm really upset n frustrated that day. dun even wish 2 eat anything 4 lunch. but thx 4 those who concern n actually bought lunch 4 me. really dun feel like eating. was damn worry 4 the whole sect. lorr. sakinah actually cried. she dunno what 2 do 2 improve her sound n i dunno what's wrong. i taught her what i know but it's still the same. but can c her hard work. nic was still playing n fooling around. who can b the real SL i still cannot decide. really hope nic can grow up by then. really wish my sect. can play on their own without other people teaching. my sec 1s r not interested i guess.. only a few. nahh, dun wish 2 name out. hope they will understand bahh.. look, it's fast, they will soon bcome seniors. when will my sect. think?? when will they put in their heart 2 try hard n play well?? when will they put in effort in playing rather than fooling around?? when?? i'm waiting.. i dun mind waiting.. but pls let me know if U guys r ready 2 play well n perform. when can we b as loud n nice like last time?? i'm still waiting......... =_(
11:54:00 AM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
orhh yahh.. my damn hair sucks a lot. i feel so sian looking at my old hair style n decided a change. who knows, i look so kiddy n dumb with this hair. hahas!! like a 4 yr old kid asking mummy 4 a lollipop.. U know.. hahas!! how i wish i can have longer hair.. so i can cut in2 other nicer hair style.. haiyo~
well, nowadays i'm soo tired. i think he simply dislike me man. but.. what can i do?? i'll try my very best lahh.. if that's the case, then i can't do anything also. =things dun go my way!! how i wish this is only the beginning of... haiya.. whatever lahh.. all this r fated~
12:22:00 AM
