Friday, March 18, 2005
stunned. blank. i was totally blank. just like a gun just shot U. but i'm trying. trying very hard 2 endure. but what can i do 2 all this?? i din know that i must n suppose 2 do that but.. it had all happened. huishi asked why it's always me. yahx, me. why?? dunno lahx. just me lorx. yujia said it's wasn't all my fault. but it wasn't me, then who?? i was utterly disappointed by myself. hate myself 4 being soo dumb. i thought i can.. i.. haiyax. it's past. what can i do?? my promises. haix. gone gone n gone. when can i do a better job then?? =______(
2day was a bz day. just soo bz. eat the damn chicken cup noodles 4 lunch. eww~ so much msg. dun anyhow eat lorx. then running here n there. trombone section sound better. glad 4 them. WE R BETTERERER!! like what mrs chin always said.."betterer!!" =
sis, must take care!! get well soon!! =)
11:23:00 PM