Saturday, March 12, 2005
problems will always b there 4 human 2 slove them.
got back my results. ehx, din really do well.. i flunked 2 of my subjectd. math n sci. yahx, the sub i hate most. but gotta like sci last yr le. now diff teacher, diff feeling 2 sci. chem was still alright cos i'm interested. but phy, haix. will still work 4 that then. math hopefully i can get 60 plus, i'll b rolling on the floor laughing le. well, life is soo painful. i dunno what's going on. i got a very strong feeling that i'm fainting anytime. n a feeling of.. a heavy load had just bang on ur body. can't stand up anymore. but i'm struggling. friendship is quite a big problem 4 me nowadays. wasn't soo happy like last time anymore. friends who always say."i always treat U as close friend." r not close 2 me anymore. n they've changed. or i'm changing?? i feel soo hurt n pain inside me. like, friends dun trust me n treat me as friend at all. i'm just like a stupid dumb who trust n believe in friends soo easily~ i'm smiling, but is my smile geniune??
band. hahax. got more things up 4 me 2 handle. humans must learn 2 handle things yeahx?? i'm trying my best bahx. but maybe still room 4 improvement. sun having a performance, n sec 3s gonan take charge. what can i say?? anxious. my 1st time.. argh. hope hanliang vanessa n me will b doing a great job then. although band always makes me soo stress up, cos i dun think i'm 1 of them. always the last 2 know the news. n gotta hand up last min work again. SURE KANNA SCOLDING!! hahahx. i'm trying.. trying n trying.. =hey hey, U know i found something interesting.. i think i'm just like electron. negatively charge. hehehx!!
sorry 4 not giving U a direct ans as i dun wish 2 disappoint U. i can't confirm my ability 2. i dun wish 2 regret. unless i do a 100% gd work, if not i wun dare 2 say yes. sorry 4 that then.
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