Thursday, January 20, 2005
STRESS!! is what i can say.. dun U feel stress in upper sec 2?? why every1 seems so cheerful than i m now?? why can't i b just like them?? nowadays found out got a couple of remedials le.. last time still can go home take nap.. now?? NO WAY!! argHh!! my panda eyes is out le.. n every1 says i look sleepy everytime.. haiZ~ took the fnn test 2day.. soo diff!! think they purposely makes things diff 4 us.. actually i dun wanna take this test 1.. like killing each of them 1 by 1, dun U think so??
actually go office find miss seah 2 pass her those diskettes then saw mr sashi then talk 2 him about sports leader stuffs.. hahaZ!! got 1 more things 2 stress me le!! U know what?? sports leaders must pei those taf people.. means i will b waking up early!! argHh!! then miss tan saw yanjing n me, asked us 2 go there.. she wanted us 2 help her in pasting the green house thing.. i agreed of cos, but yanjing keep pulling me.. as if asking me not 2 b stupid 2 help.. then walked 2 miss seah there n pass 2 her.. she said i din do much in orientation n was expecting i'll do more lehZ.. haiZ~ not i dun want lorZ.. is.. they r doing them all by themselves.. sometimes will 4gotten me or like, they think they can cope with everything.. so i can only do brochures.. actually side is suppose 2 b done by me 2, by jolene wanted 2 do it, so i let her do lorZ.. i'm willing 2 do of cos if they ask me 2.. haiZ~ then go dnt remedial.. only the same old people go only.. kai peng, yanjing, aklili n me.. hahaZ!! then the teacher talked 2 us n teach.. ermZ, learn 2 b diff 2day.. drew all what i thought.. then the teacher said i'm on the right track, i got ideas n creative.. then i like dunno what 2 do.. cos drew alot alot le.. although they had stuck on 5 drawings, i'm at the 12 1.. what if i get in 2 fnn?? will i b wasting my time or what?? dunno!! arghh!! after that go find miss tan.. she actually still can remember my name lehZ!! hahahZ!! surprise.. then pin everything up n yanjing left as she got 2 ruch home.. left me n kaipeng.. then after that.. ermZ, got 2 say sorry 2 sean.. cos i'm really tired, so cannot go out with U.. it's around 6++ by then..
ermZ, got 2 say something important.. people find me weird, why m i changing my mind 2 go 2 remedials than rushing home 2 sleep?? it's all bcos.. my sis.. U know?? dunno why, after the say she told me she gonna work real hard, after that day we smsed each other n she told me she's alone in the class waiting 2 4pm 4 phycis remedial.. i was like.. really?? so whenever i feel like rushing home 2 sleep rather than going remedials, i will think.."why m i like this?? should i do this?? i ought 2 think.." sis, she's the 1 who makes me awake.. she lighten up my life.. really really got 2 thx her.. =)
7:58:00 PM
