Wednesday, December 08, 2004
i really dunno whether i can take it or not anymore.. i know 2 much.. sometimes i wish i can just dun care, but the problems seems 2 come 2 me n ask me 2 care.. well, i cannot say things out.. maybe that's me.. that's me i used 2 b.. but nowadays, i got 2 many shocking news.. 2 many shocking questions.. why?? why me?? why all happened 2 me?? i dun mind people telling me their problems.. this is what i told them.. i dun mind.. really.. but.. i'm afraid that i cannot help them.. so what's the point of telling me?? i'm just useless.. i'm just a little xiaojun.. so little that no 1 really cares.. well, nvm lahZ.. i'm just stress out of what i m now.. cos.. some1 told me everything.. n i think i'm stupid 2 tell the person some of it.. trust 2 easily.. i'm just soo cold n sadd now.. well, feel like crying out loud n shout.. "why m i in this world!!!!!!!!"
then i'm guilty..
10:14:00 PM