Sunday, September 26, 2004
"xiaojun, very gd with miss seah horZ??" this is what i always hear nowadays..!! lolZ~!! hey!! i admit that i really hate miss seah last time lahZ.. just c what i blog last time can know already mahZ.. like.. hate her till the core.. loLZ~!! not anymore now lahZ.. i realise that i'm those who feel guilty easily.. omg!! how!! shit manZ.. this 2 days i have been feeling guilty.. well.. i know it's not my fault, but i'm feeling guilty.. weird right?? i always think that it's my fault.. n i got a very gd imagination lorZ.. will imagine till far far.. loLZ~!! is it wrong 4 me not 2 express my feelings out?? well.. i'm a person who dunno how 2 b straight-4ward!!! i know how people feel by just a glance.. but not every1 is same as me.. so what if i know that she's lefted-out?? i dunno what 2 do 2 make her not 2 b soo lefted-out 2!! so i feel soo guilty.. cos i dun have a chance 2 ask her whether she's lefted-out or not.. so even dun have a chance 2 say sorry 2 her.. while the another she, cannot feels that she is lefted-out.. just walk n walk.. shop n shop.. 2 also my friend.. what 2 do??!! she thinks that what she says will b what she means.. if people tell U.."come my house self service horZ.." U really go cook noodles n eat mehZ??!! no right??!! so if she says.."go c ur stuffs.." of cos she wants U 2 b comfortable what.. haiyahZ.. mayb U all dun understand.. but the situation is like this lorZ.. me blardy guilty lehZ!! guilty becos i should have talk 2 her so she wun b soo lefted-out.. should have express my feelings out.. me very dumb right?? 4get it.. ermZ.. 2day do quite alot of stuffs.. study science.. then done english.. learned lots of new words.. heeZ~!! will b going library tomorrow.. hope everything's fine.. heard that derrick changed.. true?? i'm not sure.. just think that he's weird.. every1 seems 2 b changing.. will my friends b as close as me like last time.. i'll never know...... =
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