Wednesday, April 21, 2004
haiZ~!! in a bad mood 2dae.. 2dae gort cheer again!! las prac le.. fridae!! fridae is the dae!! shit man!! i sure die de.. but me promise nort 2 die cuZ me train til soo chaim!! 2dae horZ.. veri dl siaZ!! at 1st.. after skool me go cheerleadin 1st lahZ.. den quite okie.. den after tat gort napfa.. den i go lorZ... wahZ kaoZ~!! pam cheated on the sit up.. sianZ!! den wanxin gort 32!! sux!! den me 31!! heeZ~!! den b4 tat, pam gif me attitude.. haiZ~!! dunno wat happened lehZ.. den veri lousy lahZ.. all the result damn lousy!!!!! sianZ diaoZ.. den after tat, i rush bac 2 cheerleadin.. haf 2 teach the sec 1s n tink of steps wat.. den.. i din get veri gd results... dunno wat happened, ALL of them involved in the dance!! cat walk lorZ... den me, heshun n yan jing.. tinkin of the steps.. no 1 bother abt us.. den we juZ tink.. suddenli, after they finish learnin the dance steps, every1 go off.. den me get dulan lorZ!! they dun even kno the steps yet they juZ learn the dance.. den snrs juZ let them off!! the snrs oso lyk.. we nort in cheer.. i get dulan lorZ..i use all my effort.. tink of steps.. teach sec 1s.. den they gif me tis kinda attitude.. den stil wanna me 2 do sooo much wk?? nOoOo~!! no wae man!! fark them off!! so i decided 2 quit cheer lorZ... since they oso dun bother.. den marcus dulan!! siaoZ !.. no 1 understand my feelin onli heshun n yan jing.. nort even marcus understand!! when marcus in the bus told me tat i'm veri irresponsible, i was soo damn hurt n sad man!! actuali gonna cry de but i ren lorZ... is lyk.. i put my heart n soul all in2 cheerleadin.. i was once cancel the sectional bcuZ cheerleadin.. eleanor get angri at tat time.. but i juZ wanna go cheerleadin n sae sori 2 eleanor.. gif in soo much yet...... wat the fark!! den marcus sms me.. juZ c the wae he sms me.. he stil dun understand.. wel wel wel.. i decided 2 ren ren ren!! ren til fridae n me nort goin 2 join cheerleadin le!! mak me soo stress n waste all my time.. n get tis kinda nonsence.. haiZ~!! dunno lahZ... feel soo damn stress siaZ.. den marcus... kaoZ~!! sumtimes reali cannot tahan him anymor.. wat shld i do?? fan si ren le.. help!!! =_(
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