Saturday, March 20, 2004
haiZ~!! 2dae horZ... 2dae horZ... haiZ~!! 7 muZ reach skool... 4 band... we go 2 a pri skool again lorZ... den gort sectionals wif the pri skool n oso gort perform a bit... but den chew sae we perform til veri lousy lorZ... den trombone... haf sectional after goin bac 2 skool lorZ... thot onli trombone gort but den gort alot mor sections oso gort... chew lahZ!!!! angri den every1 has 2 suffer... but 4 trombone, is bcuZ sec 2 blow til veri lousy... so bo bian... haiZ~!! sae til here horZ... abit sianZ diaoZ liaoZ... cuZ 2dae, when sectional, eleanor dunno wat happened den get veri angri lorZ... i tink is bcuZ our blowin again... den she scold til veri veri angri lorZ... reali... 2dae is the mos angri eleanor i eva see... las time she angri but nort til lyk tat lorZ... she wil shout til siaoZ... den scold scold scold... abit lyk shoot me... but i tink all tis eleanor wanna sae a long time ago... can c tat de lorZ... lyk... she actuali wanna scold us 4 along time but she kip til 2dae... den evrythin juZ came out frm her... haiZ~!! cuZ sae i work den cannot go band all tat... den sam nvr go band nvr chase... sec 1s nvr go band nvr chase... den all tis is me lorZ... den i was a bit scared n oso sad lahZ... cuZ me didn't do a gd job... as i'm stil dun reali haf expreience, den i dunno wat 2 do lorZ... tania, ain n sam all gort ap... how 2 ask them cum 4 band?? wel... dun sae others... eleanor sae we gort ap... haiZ~!! we wher gort ap... everythin seniors sae i do lorZ... n alwaes try my bes 2 blow wel n do all the things seniors sae without complain... but sumtimes seniors a bit 2 guo fen... as they dunno how we reali feel lorZ... me n sakinah nvr haf lunch, den eleanor wan us 2 stand at the big sun ther n blow... wan us 2 blow damn loud... haiZ~!! den blow a piece which i dunno!! worst!! den eleanor stil sae..."U all wanna die can die now..." haiZ~!! as if we dun wanna blow til gd lorZ... yahZ... seniors haf the rite but tis is 2 much liaoZ... haiZ~!! i scared nex time i oso haf 2 b lyk tis lehZ... den eleanor sae sakinah go 1st n me go 2nd stand... den sam go 3rd... actuali wanna tel eleanor tat i reali dun wish 2 go 2nd... i wanna stay at 3rd stand... bu ti dun dare... lata she ask tis n tat den kanna scoldin again... so i dun tok lorZ... but now, can sae out liaoZ lahZ... feel so uncomfortable... wheneva band kanna scoldin... esp kanna scoldin by eleanor, me feel veri uncomfortable... haiZ~!! cuZ soo scary... den 2dae reali veri sad lorZ... lyk mak til whole section sooo nort hapi... tat sam, ain n tania... i mak sure they cum 4 all the prac!!!!!! n i mak sure me n sakinah blow til veri veri gd!!!!!!!!! i hope i can do it!!!!!!! =(
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